I have always been scolded at home even if i have did nth wrong in the first place... it makes me feel tt i should not belong to there and i m really in a great saddness that i have ever felt... when i need u tt time.. u r not there... i m scolding u cos i want to talk to u but u r not there... sharing the sorrows that i m facing everyday in me wib u... but i dun think i should.. cos i m not sure r u coming back to me... i hope that you will not lie to me.. and i trust u forever no matter wad... I m sincere in saying sorry if i really did did something that i should not have done in the first place.. and i m really sorry... everyday.. facing the name of urs.. i will be sad and real sad cos.. err.. u noe why... and i really want to talk to u... i m not gonna scold u anymore.. from the experience i've got this time round and i have realise my mistake... no more second time.. i could guarantee u... I AM VERY VERY EXTREMELY SORRY ELKS. !!! i will be waiting for you .. no matter wad ...
I am facing real stress everyday[seriously]... no one noes it.. cos i didn't project it out infront of everyone... everytime. i m trying to be strong but i m not actually... every night before i could slp, i will keep thinking of things that i should not have.. like foolishness.. haisxz... i got white hair long time ago le!!! haisxz... it makes me feel real sad.. i wish that someone will be back beside me to lend me his hear... [waiting...]
signing off: sorrow in me... [sijin]
10:51:00 PM
Introduction
[x] Si Jin
[x] 27 october 1993
[x] Hillgrove secondary school
[x] NPCC - [ Staff Sergeant ]:D 2009
[x] sijin_93@hotmail.com
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[x] Myself??
[x] MY Family
[x] ?EEeey0re..?
[x] ?music.. pian0?
[x] ?darling venus?