Saturday, March 28, 2009

so bored!!

yesterday!! i was the day for the parents meeting session and talks by the principal and level heads of sec.4 and 5 ... i was doin ushering and helping out teachers in class 4a2!! it is super bored so i slack around and went to my class 4A1!!!! to find ROS!!! hahasx.. we to keep talking! xp.. not long ltr, my mother arrived at the forth floor of upper sec. block.. den i escort* her to my class and get queue no. den wait for my turn.. tt's was kinda boring too.. so Ros and i chit chat... few mins ltr, it was her turn to err.. chat wib the form teacher.. den i go walk walk outside my classroom... >.< >.< >.< >.<

..... here goes my pathetic and poorest results!!!...
English : 37/100 [unexpected!!]
Mathematics : 68/100 [i hate it!!]
Chinese : 50/100 [ incredible and unbelievable]
Science : 68/100 [haisxz.. pathetic]
Combine Humanities[ss and geo.] : will check and update..
Principal of Accounts : forget.. le.. tell u other days when i get to use my com.!

PATHETIC results la!! i dun like!! eeeee.... have to buck up le!! SIJIN GAMBATE!!! >.<

Still got.. yesterday and today morning kena scold by parents for that Pathetic results which calculated tt i m unable to be eligible for sec.5 T_T i felt so damn sad!!

got to go do my mother tongue hmwk le!!
sayonara!! =P

9:30:00 PM

Tuesday, March 17, 2009

Attending a course at pulau ubin!! wootsx..on 16 march.. monday..

Hahasx yesterday was fun and.. i was so excited to try out the challenge of all the high ropes events at Pulau Ubin.. but due to the RAIN!! wth.. den everyone from area19 could only get to play 1 event nia.. total i think got 4 or 5... my skool only got to play the IRC... which is quite funn.. it was approximately 2 storeys high.. hahasx.. and got one part is whereby we have to stand on a rope.. and only 4 ropes are hanging on top separately etc... hahasx.. i manage to finish the challenge... quite fast.. but before i started, i was so scared de la!hahas.. i overcome my fear le!!.. And got one part is at the last challenge, the FATIMA!! who is the ladderwoman.. should not allow me to hold on to the ladder.. and i didn't hold on to it.. that was good. lol.. and she was using the ladder and hit the wires.. and ropes.. wtf.. she wants me to fall la! she didn't even play and wants to sabo others.. wad kind of ppl is she??!! [No offence][ i m stating the facts!!] zzz.. then i shout at her!! she still can laugh.. =.=

... Rabia and Ruhaidah were seating down there looking at me playing.. den they were like.. u can do it... hahas.. in the end i can.. but when it was their turn to try out, they were damn freaking scared la.. down there shivering like siao.. hahasx.. Rabia manage to do it well but for Ruhaidah.. hahasx... she was like .. i dun want!! den when she started not long, the rope tt was cling on to her and the wire on top, stuck..!! hahasx.. she was so scared tt she keep pulling the rope so hard!! hahas.. den she continued.. when she reached a edge, she have to climb over a wood and continue for the other challenge but she tangle the ropes!! hahas.. she was panicking and afraid of falling.. =.= den i have to guide her frm entangle it.. hahasx.. [As she climbed over the wood, me and Luthfi was like why can't she climb over the wood?? hahasx.. den Luthfi says.. so easy oso take so much time to climb over.. den i was like ya lo.. and she neber learn ballet marhsx.. and the leg cannot lift up high.. hahasx.. the leg too heavy liao le..teeheessx..] after that, she went on with standing on a rope and one rope is given at both sides to guide her along.. but she keep shaking like mad woman like tt.. hahasx.. this part and the previous one.. is the easiest la!! hahas.. next, she went on with standing on a rope with four ropes hanging on top.. but was separate.. with a distance.. and when she just step on the rope, she say i dun want!!! i dun want!! hahasx.. den i was like.. saying.. u hold on to the highest part of the rope, den u will not shake tt much le!!.. den she say okok.. but she still want to cling on to the piece of wood at the side.. haiyo.!!! hahas.. she manage to finish in the ned.. but she fall half way through.. den i have to pull the ladder to let her climb up.. [the ladder wasn't suppose to let anyone hold on to it de.. since she fall, she have to get back and continue with it] hahas..i was laughing at her la.. hahas.. bad me.. yea.. o ya!! she oso hold on to the blue rope [the one which is hang on to her frm falling] and the instructor says tt u can't hold tt.. u will make it worst as u will shake more vigorously and the entire wire at there will shake.. hahas.. and she says tt i m DIFFERENT FROM OTHERS!! den me and rabia laugh like crazy.. err.. ok.. den Ruhaidah almost cry and she oso laugh.. hahasx... wth.. ok.. tt was very fun.. but the saddest part was tt it was raining and we had to stop the event and.. went to the shelter...
at the shelter, ppl slp... talk so damn loud.. playing.. etc.. no one cares.. hahas.. den i keep finding Mr. Teo to talk to.. cos it is really veri boredd.. and i take back my hp to sms wei tai!! ['boyfriend'], Alson.. and James [piano fren de].. hahasx..
In the end.. everyone went home by van den bumperboat.. back to singapore island.. sad la!!.. It was very very sad.. cos we could only play one event.. and almost everyone wanted to play the flying fox but too bad.. only 2 skools get to play.. sad!!GRRR....

ahhhh so damn freaking sad la!! but did enjoy veri much for the IRC.!! wee..
Have a great damn fun at Pulau Ubin but really sad too...
signing off: sijin..

2:27:00 PM

Saturday, March 7, 2009

Bothering over it everyday

I have always been scolded at home even if i have did nth wrong in the first place... it makes me feel tt i should not belong to there and i m really in a great saddness that i have ever felt... when i need u tt time.. u r not there... i m scolding u cos i want to talk to u but u r not there... sharing the sorrows that i m facing everyday in me wib u... but i dun think i should.. cos i m not sure r u coming back to me... i hope that you will not lie to me.. and i trust u forever no matter wad... I m sincere in saying sorry if i really did did something that i should not have done in the first place.. and i m really sorry... everyday.. facing the name of urs.. i will be sad and real sad cos.. err.. u noe why... and i really want to talk to u... i m not gonna scold u anymore.. from the experience i've got this time round and i have realise my mistake... no more second time.. i could guarantee u... I AM VERY VERY EXTREMELY SORRY ELKS. !!! i will be waiting for you .. no matter wad ...

I am facing real stress everyday[seriously]... no one noes it.. cos i didn't project it out infront of everyone... everytime. i m trying to be strong but i m not actually... every night before i could slp, i will keep thinking of things that i should not have.. like foolishness.. haisxz... i got white hair long time ago le!!! haisxz... it makes me feel real sad.. i wish that someone will be back beside me to lend me his hear... [waiting...]

signing off: sorrow in me... [sijin]

10:51:00 PM

Tuesday, March 3, 2009

Finally!!!

finally i got to post.. lolsx.. busy and tired and test!!!
tt's y neber get to post and .. most of the time, the com. is occupied by my bro. so can't.. yea
o my!!!... test was like.. goin to make me freak up la!.. argh.. so stress.. all the subjects squeezed in 3 days.. wth... err.. dun say anymore better.. lol..
everyday not study... then slack... everyday reach home, feel like lying on the bed to slp le.. so damn tired tt i hope tt i need not go to skool for the nextday!
test juz over and felt relief but is damn afraid of the marksx i get as .. i willl !!!! shock!!!!
dun noe wad to post. le .. errr... i think next time barhsx

i want smack james!!! [piano friend]
dun think wrongly... zzzz =.=
signing off: sijin

9:34:00 PM

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